We were at the beach and I was leaning against you with your arms around me.
The wind was screaming in my ear and pulling my hair all sorts of directions
And I looked up at you and you looked down within my eyes and kinda stayed there we kissed for the first time
Then we were walking back to your house
I kept my hands on my phone or in my pocket not at my side in fear they would brush against yours
But I got caught in the moment and my hand brushed the back of yours and next thing I know our fingers were intertwined.
While we were walking on the sidewalk
He would never hold my hand, let alone hold it in public
He would have never walk with me on the pier, let alone kiss me
I told you things that people would wait months to hear. But with you the stories of my life just flowed out because you listened
He would just push me away.
I never understood why people always told me he was so bad for me
But I know now.
I understand what something real feels like, when two people genuinely care for each other.
It’s not about the physical altercations it’s about what you feel on the inside
Its about your words and your actions